It was after 3 AM when my panic attack was under enough control that I could finally fall asleep. I woke up again at 6 AM s in severe pain. I took two Lortab and finally dozed back to sleep until 8 AM. I was emotionally depleted and in desperate need of feeling like someone cared. I decided I would go to church and very glad I did. The sermon was on Love. Those of you that follow my blog know how much I feel this is the only way to heal. Giving and receiving love is so important. I don't know if I just looked like I needed to be loved today or what, but I felt so much love today I was just sobbing with a peace I haven't felt in awhile. Loving each other is what this world needs to be about. My blog was filled with those expressing their love and concern for me. You just don't know how much my friends both in the "cbyer world" and "real world" have kept me going this year. As long as I continue to breath I will try to love people no matter if they may not be considered the "norm" or "different" because I am excepted with all my flaws and differences.
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Oh Wanda, there is so much love out here flowing from each of your bloggy friends. We care about you and are cheering you all the way!! Hugs!!
I feel the same way Wanda....hang in there okay....and I agree with Sophia...sending you tons of hugs....☺☺☺
Hello, just driving by ... :)
I'm sorry you didn't sleep well. But I'm glad you decided to go to church. It sounds like that it was a very powerful sermon.
Wanda, please know that you are loved. You are such a beautiful person-- I am fortunate to be your "cyber friend."
I hope you sleep better tonight.
Wishing you well,
NOS
You are so amazing! I'm glad that you were able to find some peace today. Panic attacks are so debilitating. I know how much they wear you out and you can feel defeated. Know that you are very loved<3<3<3
Dear Wanda, it's very same reason I cam back to blogging. I missed you guys. It was a give and take situation. so much love to go around. You hang in there, some of us have been where you been, but different degree of pain, anxiety and fear. Praying for you and daughter.
I love you precious one.
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