I think I'm better and getting stronger. I just don't understand why I have such highs and lows. It seems no matter how hard I try I just fall into these deep, dark depressions. I have a wonderful support system and am in therapy. The emotional roller coaster is very exhausting. It seems like sometimes I just totally shut down. It seems like so many people stay up all the time. They are able to over come those things that have happened to them. I struggle. The last few days have been difficult. I just can't give up. I will continue to fight. I'm worth it.
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Hang on sister, YOU are worth it...
Keep fighting sister, you will be victorious.
I am with Rhonda- YOU ARE WORTH IT! Take one day at a time. sandie
Never quit sister! Because you are worthy in His eyes! God bless you and strengthen you!
keep saying the serentiy prayer as there are times when there are no answers...Stay strong!
(((Wanda)))
That's the spirit...don't give up!
And you are worth it indeed!
Big hugs!
Eva
Hello Wanda,
I don't think that others do it "better", it's just a way of perception. If it goes down the rabbit hole it IS dark for everybody, who has to go through this. I think themost important thing is what you saied in your last line: You are worth it! You are the one who goes through this, and nobody else, it's now, and real, and you. "The down" as "the up". I hope you can keep "the up" for a long time coming. Let's enjoy spring! I wish you a good time!
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