I'm taking a week off and going out of town. I hoping the change will do me some good. Too many things are changing too fast and I just need a break. Today was my last day with Dr Mitchell. I cried and he hug me and said he would miss me. He invited me to his church, so I might try it some time. I find it so hard to connect to people and trust them. This has been a real rough year for me. It seems it has been one lost after another. I am holding on, but sometimes I don't know how. I guess I just have to believe that God is in control, because my life is sure a mess. I believe there must be angles watching over me to keep me from doing some really stupid stuff. Thank you all for all your support. Maybe after a week off I'll feel better.